NOT AFRAID OF PEOPLE

My siter thinks Im afraid of people. Yeah right. So what if I made her call my add math tuitor and say it was me? And, okay fine, I made her call this other dude for the volunteering thing* I AM A VERY PEOPLE-PERSON. Fine, I can be intimidated very easily and freak out AT [...]

I hate laguage summaries. I have to do two for tomorrow. PICK and CHOOSE words from two frikkin pages and write them down in no more than 80 words. Like that’s even humanly possible.
Anyway, I finally got my art bag :D I’ve wanted it ever since I started my O levels.. You know those big [...]

when I’m angry, I..

draw
prtend to read
sleep
don’t talk to anyone
snap at whoever tries to talk to me
curse everyone and everything around me
curse myself
sleep
piss off everyone around me
radiate hate
fantasize about living in England
fantasize about going to MCR concerts
sing MCR songs (in my head)
sing 30 seconds to mars songs (usually attack)
sing “I hate everything about you”
am bitter
wonder why I’m so bitter
wonder [...]

how it all started

I have a hotdog in my bag.. I have a HOTDOG in my bag.. I HAVE A HOT DOG IN MY BAG..
Those were my thoughts as I sat through history, trying to pay attention to how great, intelligent, handsome, far-sighted, brilliant, clever, arrogant-but-his-arrogance-was-justified (and any other synonyms for that I just mentioned) Jinnah was. So [...]

okay so I found out: Gerard Way is engaged and “excited” and Mikey Way is married to Alicia Simmons. He just got back on the tour with her. COOLNESS.
I also found out that I’m dying to have all those mCR shoes, caps, books, Dvds, shirtis hoodies buttons etc that I found online. I shall one [...]

Id better stick with this template for a while..

YA SEE THAT?

SEE THAT BROTHER? THE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE ROMANCE SECTION IN MY SIDEBAR? YEAH BABAAAAAAAAAY!
chill, you promised a sane post..AND TALKING TO MYSELF MAKES THIS SANE, HOW??*rolls eyes*Okay so i finally got that and right Im trying to find out whether Gerard Way is married and Mikey Way engaged, like minaman said they are. Not that [...]

okay FINE.

I can draw portraits :D WOOHOOOOOOO PARTAY. Infact, I just uploaded one of my cousin on deviantart :D
OYE HOYE IM HAPPYYY :D couple of reasons. And, Im well aware that I’m saying this, I can’t wait for school tomorrow.. Really I WANNA WRITE IN MY ECO KI KITAAB. I find new notebooks extremely fascinating. They’re [...]

*moans*
Im depressed… I cant draw portraits :(
sniff.. IM A AFILURE WAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

Sister Gone Wacko:update

OH MY GOD. My sister just comes up to me and screams “OMG THE DOOR THING IS HAPPENING AGAIN” and drags me off to show me some hallucination of a door hanging in the middle of the sky. And now she’s just acting CREEPy. HELLLLLLLLLLLP SHE”S GONNA GO MAD. Someone, anyone, please, call 911..

I just got a call from my cousin. He said he got my drawing that I sent him. Said he’d get it framed and put up in his room.
Oh dammit you’ve got no clue how great it feels to know people value your stuff so much..

first day of school

SUCKED. BAD. Worst part: nothing happened. Thanks to the fact that the O level students’ result was being given out, all the teachers were busy and we got NO STUDYING DONE. We’re just lazing around, doing nothing talking, getting bored, with occasional shouts from a teacher passing by to shut up. Cool or what.
Now, some [...]

brother gerard

well, yesterday my parents and older sister were gone out so itw as just me and my little brother and sister at home. Ever since I found out how gerard way does his mask-faced-makeup, ive been dying to try it out. When better than yesterday? When you have a bored-to-death-dummy around who’s willing to do [...]

kid who stole my MnM’s

I went to watch Khuda ke Liay in Cineplex. IT WAS SO COOL. Well anyway there was this kid there, curly hair, cute little thing NOT BLOND, his name was Zidane. How cool is that. Well he was in the aisle in front of us, andhe comes and stand in front of us. HE WAS [...]

more colour

my sister says my paintings “lack colour”
people who have seen them, please care to comment?
and those who havent, go check them out right now and then comment :)
contsructive criticism is always welcome by me.